Yellow turns this courage badge into a valentinal trash. These are the crushes meant to crush you.

[bringbackmybeat]

SO its been about 3 weekends since I returned from Seattle, and my closest friends have already heard me drone on about every little detail of how much fun I had... the rad places we ate and had drinks, the great weather, sarah's beautiful cap hill apartment, and the beautiful sarah kahn. So for the last few weeks i haven't felt the need to write

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[toreadoroflove]

whatever, youre not obsessing! im still a littel confused about whats going on but im happy for you if youre happy.

[bringbackmybeat]

you're exactly the person i'd want to hear that from haleyboo.
i don't think so either but yeah.. im also "confused about whats going on" too.
the gist is... we're not in a relationship cause I'm here.. and she's there...
AND she felt a little uncomfortable with this post... her friend leslee (whom i met while out in seattle) didn't make things any better by refering to it as obssesive and I got a frantic and angry call from sarah. hence... this post has gone underground

[toreadoroflove]

well that sounds fishy to me...please be careful.

[bringbackmybeat]

it definitely makes me feel like she's... i dunno.. embarrased of me... or trying to keep what happened a secret.
she says thats not the case but yeah... i mean im not crazy for feeling that way am i?

[toreadoroflove]

no, not crazy one bit. in fact, i wouldnt put up with it. if my boyfriend (before we dated) wrote a blog or lj or whatever about how much he liked me and a trip he took to see me, id be SO EXCITED. dont let her take you for granted.