Dont know
I really dont know what it is that I want to type about about or even say. But I feel the need to do this, so I will. Lately I feel like Im all burnt out. I work pretty much 7 days a week, and I have football at least three, and I have a social life I have to keep up, Its really hard. And For at least the past year it's been like this, I have missed alot of things with my friends for this. I'm only 18 and I have missed alot. I never have time to meet new girls. Only girls who see me online or something. And I think thats cool and all, but I rather meet someone in person. It just seems that theres so much im missing out on since my work life has forced me to become an adult early.
I normally dont get depressed in summer, and I have been feeling it lately. My life is really not that great. Besides the work thing, Ive lost my best friend to the girl I will know refer to as "The Whore". I introduce them and its off with me. Its a sign if the girl makes out with you after only knowing you for 5 minutes. Or has sex with you a week after you start dating. But whatever. House life sucks too. Everyone gets yelled at but mostly me. With the exception of mikey since everyone cant stand his b/s anymore.
I just want some time off where I can enjoy my summer for a little bit, I miss my friends, and I miss the way things used to be when it was all so care free. I wish I was going into 9th grade all over again except having all my new friends now. Things were actually fun back then. Plus I had a girlfriend and i miss having a girlfriend. I give up
I normally dont get depressed in summer, and I have been feeling it lately. My life is really not that great. Besides the work thing, Ive lost my best friend to the girl I will know refer to as "The Whore". I introduce them and its off with me. Its a sign if the girl makes out with you after only knowing you for 5 minutes. Or has sex with you a week after you start dating. But whatever. House life sucks too. Everyone gets yelled at but mostly me. With the exception of mikey since everyone cant stand his b/s anymore.
I just want some time off where I can enjoy my summer for a little bit, I miss my friends, and I miss the way things used to be when it was all so care free. I wish I was going into 9th grade all over again except having all my new friends now. Things were actually fun back then. Plus I had a girlfriend and i miss having a girlfriend. I give up