ugh i hate life....
why does this always happen to me? this fuckin sucks! why did she have to call me a slut? now she wont even apoligize for it! what the fuck is up with that? it hurts soooo bad I want to die! how could she???? I just want to scream... cry (already am)... hit something.... hurt something/someone.... maybe even myself! I cant take it anymore... I feel so alone! I have no love for myself anymore... It just hurts to think that im a slut... am I a slut... well of course you guys are gonna say no but yea I think I am... im facing the fact... I want to be loved... I want to be cared for... I want someone that I can call in the middle of the night cuz I had a bad day or night.... I want someone to comfort me.... I just wanna be loved I want a boyfriend... it sucks so much I found someone but he just wants to be fuck buddies! wtf I want a relationship! damn it! ugh I hate this im cryin for no reason I think.... okay well im out hopefully ill talk to yall later! love ya and I miss you!
Love always and forever Sabrina
P.S this is what she said to me:
LBCCkris03 (10:46:47 PM): ok i am going to admit that slut was the wrong word to use....and i dont know those people that have slept with more guys than you.....and a true friend tells you what they think not what you want to hear....if ur mad at me i dont care i told you what i thought of what you were doing....i know you sabrina you are better than what you are doing and if u dont want to talk to me anymore.....then dont.....so stop iming me and stop talking shit about me....
bRiNaLuVsU2004 (10:52:09 PM): fuck you.... i take your shit all the time you dont even know how much this hurt me ive been crying for the last couple hours... u get pleasure out of that huh.... i cant believe you think of me like that im not a fuckin slut.... i care too much about myself to let me become that.... im not a slut you can think whatever you want... its just the fact that you were my fuckin BEST friend! wtf is up with that? yea ive slept with 7 guys big whoop... i dont care.... you dont even know me anymore so i dont know how you can say that you know im better than that... u think you know me but you dont.... i cant handle the fact that you called me a fuckin slut.... a slut for goodness sake.... if it was a whore or a hooker or sum shit like that i would have takin it but a slut... that hurt way too much! i dont know if i could ever be your friend again... cuz this hit me like a rock... i still luv ya but i dont know if we can talk anymore bye
LBCCkris03 (10:56:12 PM): whatever.....
bRiNaLuVsU2004 (10:57:09 PM): you know what i dont understand you at all this is the same shit that happend last time... but there wont be a next time okay we are done for real okay im deleting you from my life bye
LBCCkris03 (10:57:36 PM): stop iming me then
bRiNaLuVsU2004 (10:57:44 PM): fine bitch bye
LBCCkris03 (10:57:48 PM): stop