strano... ma vero!!
I don't have time to write in italian and in english so... english! ^_^''
well... it's been ages from last time i posted here and a lot has happened! I had great time in London and great time on the mountains last weeks.
In London i tried to not eat like a cow and I managed to eat a lot of salades everywhere (and my boyfriend didn't bother me for it... nice person XDD). when I came back home (just 9hours before leaving again for the mountains) i weighted 55kg! so i didn't gain weight there!!! I was super happy!!! but... But I also knew that i didn't gain weight because of my period...
then i left for that week on the mountains and... it was terrible!!! Everyone around me (we were 80people..) knew me and everyone was bothering me everyday and every moment about my weight loss and I... I was sooooo hungry!!! I didn't want to binge on junk food so...i binged on fruits and veggies! It was terrible: i was eating like a cow and people was saying "oooh you're so thinner thant before!! you're great! How did you do that?". My mood was terrible -.-
I came back home last saturday.
I weighted myself on sunday. 57,1kg. I wanted to cry!!!!
from the day before (so from saturday) I begun my "diet" again. no more than 400/500kcals everyday. as from june. on tuesday i was 56,9kg... terrible -.- on thursday i was 56,6/ 56,8. awful!!!! I was barely eating and I wasn't losing weight after one week of binging!!!!
So today I was sad when I went again on my scale. I was sleepy so I looked at it yawning and... I almost died for the shocking numbers I saw on it!!!
I'm 54,5 kg!!! I'm 119.9p!!!!! I... I can't believe it!!!! Actually I can't believe it!!!
I'm more than happy!!!! I don't know how but I did it!!! I'm less than 120p!! I'm less than 55kg!!! I know I'm super fat (my legs.... they're the worst thing in me!! so faaaaaaat) but I can do it!!! Now I know!!!
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!
I'm happy also because it's a very difficult moment for me: I have to study as much as I can for 7, yes seven, exams that I'll have in september at my university... So at least there's something going well in my life!!!
happyhappyhappyyyyy
byebye and sorry for my bad english ^_^