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I just need to call the hospital and make an appointment and get my labs done. That is all I need to do. I need to do that now. I have the phone number, backup phone numbers, a script and my phone in my hand, but every time I try to call I freak out and have to go do something else. "Okay right after I shower." "Let me just eat lunch first." "Let me just eat lunch twice." "In five minutes." "Oh I'll just get some dishes done, then I'll call." "Right after I make this cup of tea." "Right after I finish this cup of tea." "... Damn it's too late now. Tomorrow."
OH my FUCK if I don't manage to set up this appointment tomorrow I'm going to do the only humane thing: shoot myself in the goddam face.
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Hi how is everyone?
OH my FUCK if I don't manage to set up this appointment tomorrow I'm going to do the only humane thing: shoot myself in the goddam face.
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Hi how is everyone?