Eating, and the lack thereof
So I'm broke right now.
Instead of checking my food stocks, I spent my last couple bucks on coffee on Thursday, so I'm pretty much out of food.
I've had to ration what I had left since that point.
So.... I ate 4 eggs Friday morning.
A serving of Noodles Friday evening.
Went to work Saturday, had about 4 cups of coffee, and a cup of tea.
It's kinda weird though, because by 24 hours without food, I just stop feeling REALLY hungry, and it's more of a dull 'I'd like to eat', but the urgency has diminished.
It kinda starts to feel, not exactly good, but... like there's endorphins running around my system. And I start to wonder 'well.... it's been 24 hours. How much longer can I go?'.
Which, frankly, concerns me. Especially given the previous post I had, tying anorexia into 'same neurochemistry as Ecstasy'.
So I ate noodles + veg last night about 7pm, simply because I thought it might be a good idea if I eat, not necessarily because I was super hungry.
I had planned to eat this morning, but I woke 90 minutes late, so had to shoot out of the house.
So, at home there is: 2 eggs, and some onions.
I'll be making scrambled egg + onion for dinner this evening. And then I'm out of food. Wednesday is payday.
I've asked Aya for $2, and she's good for it, but I'm not sure if I'm going to eat over the next two days. I'm kinda inclined to see how long I can go without food. Before it's a genuine problem. Just as an endurance exercise.
But there's a big part of my brain saying 'stay away from the crazy, PLEASE'.....
Thinking, thinking, thinking.....
($2.50 will buy me sufficient noodles for eight days, assuming eating two meals (of Noodles) a day. I have 50c.... :P)