Warning!! Please read at your own risk! This entry contains God Stuff.

Aug 25, 2005 22:24

Rescue Me by Krystal Meyers

Swallowing this hurt
Making it lie down
I'm my strongest ally, living life as I know how
I'm carrying the weight of a world that sold me out
I'm running with my eyes closed
Hoping you don't see this doubt

I'm lost for words
I'm at a loss to tell you what I need
I know there's something more
God, help me to believe

~Chorus~
And all this time
I thought the fight
The fight was only mine
I need to let you rescue me
I'm taking fire
I'm feeling tired
I'm tired of this fight
I need to let you rescue me

I let it go to breathe
I can't take it anymore
I refuse to wake up one more time bleeding on the floor
I won't let myself hold back
I'll surrender what's inside
You become my healing tourniquet
So I can feel alive

I feel so exposed
I'm afraid to lose total control
With nothing left to hold
You reach for me and wouldn't let me go

Its funny how even though I try to push God away, saying I am unworthy and useless and not deserving the more I am pulled in and embraced and forgiven. I was feeling so lost before and its amazing how God seemed to know exactly who I needed....its just too bad that He made her guitar string break in order for it to happen. Becky and Emily are two of my favorite people in the whole wide world. They are so wonderful I cant even explain it. Becky is the one who brought me to God in the first place and now He is using her to bring me back to Him.

Much love and no worries~Beth
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