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[brilliantleo]

Geez. We have less than a month of summer left...and I'm just beginning to realize that my summer has totally sucked. I mean I planned on doing so much stuff and I haven't done any of it yet. I haven't cleaned my room, I haven't painted my room, I haven't wrote a bestseller, I haven't layed outside and stared up at the stars for hours, I haven't sat on the dock and just watched the sunset, I didn't hang out with my friends that much...grr!! I had planned such a relaxing summer....but I had to work. Work took over my life. I wanted to figure stuff out and get things under control...pshh...plus this summer has probably been the worst of them all due to Allie's death. I dont know I dont mean that I haven't had some fun times this summer...I just didn't accomplish what I wanted to accomplish.

Oh man I will finish this later, my break is over.

Much love~Beth