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so this is weird.
teneille is leaving tomorrow (tuesday) to go to europe for the rest of july
kennen is leaving for brazil on july 15th to go there on an exchange for the entire year.
this means...
tomorrow (tuesday) is our last day together for a year. can you believe it? we are finally being seperated. after all these years of being friends...we are now being torn apart. sigh. i cant f u c k i n g believe it! at least teneille is staying and taking classes at the community college next year with me. so i wont be so lonely.
brad (boyfriend) was here all weekend. <33 it was great. he bought me a stuffed animal and wrote me a poem for our 3 month anniversairy on canada day. <3 i felt shitty cos i didnt buy him anything. or write him anything. i wrote him a poem once. it was kinda lame and i decided i probably wont ever do that again. i dont think guys like it when girls do that for them. unless they are 'emo' and brad isnt 'emo'... yet. im sure by associating himself with me, he will be 'emo' soon enough.
ive been a working machine lately, eff! i havent had a day off since last tuesday, and i wont have another one off until wednesday. and i am going to apply to KFC [sick, i know. but im getting desperate] and hopefully get a job there. work days @ KFC and nights @ Smitty's. and then at least i will have something to do during the boring summer days by myself.
[yes, i enjoy feeling sorry for myself...]
my sister told me, as a grad present, shes gonna buy me a tattoo. yay! now to decide on what design i want. ive been thinking of getting a word or a phrase or something small-ish like that. but im not sure what yet. i was thinking something like "carpe diem" [which means 'seize the day'] but then i was looking at bmezine and i found...
i just like the design and the whole random word thing. i'd want to get a special word. inspirational-ish. i like 'floating' i think its good. but i wouldn't get it. i want to be original.
anyway.
thats all.
just thought i'd randomly update.
<333
teneille is leaving tomorrow (tuesday) to go to europe for the rest of july
kennen is leaving for brazil on july 15th to go there on an exchange for the entire year.
this means...
tomorrow (tuesday) is our last day together for a year. can you believe it? we are finally being seperated. after all these years of being friends...we are now being torn apart. sigh. i cant f u c k i n g believe it! at least teneille is staying and taking classes at the community college next year with me. so i wont be so lonely.
brad (boyfriend) was here all weekend. <33 it was great. he bought me a stuffed animal and wrote me a poem for our 3 month anniversairy on canada day. <3 i felt shitty cos i didnt buy him anything. or write him anything. i wrote him a poem once. it was kinda lame and i decided i probably wont ever do that again. i dont think guys like it when girls do that for them. unless they are 'emo' and brad isnt 'emo'... yet. im sure by associating himself with me, he will be 'emo' soon enough.
ive been a working machine lately, eff! i havent had a day off since last tuesday, and i wont have another one off until wednesday. and i am going to apply to KFC [sick, i know. but im getting desperate] and hopefully get a job there. work days @ KFC and nights @ Smitty's. and then at least i will have something to do during the boring summer days by myself.
[yes, i enjoy feeling sorry for myself...]
my sister told me, as a grad present, shes gonna buy me a tattoo. yay! now to decide on what design i want. ive been thinking of getting a word or a phrase or something small-ish like that. but im not sure what yet. i was thinking something like "carpe diem" [which means 'seize the day'] but then i was looking at bmezine and i found...
i just like the design and the whole random word thing. i'd want to get a special word. inspirational-ish. i like 'floating' i think its good. but i wouldn't get it. i want to be original.
anyway.
thats all.
just thought i'd randomly update.
<333