FML

Dec 18, 2011 17:10

GODDAMMIT.  I called my aunt because I'm scared and mad and upset about the pheo and she's instead going on about how she has this problem and that problem and "Well *I* have..."  I CALLED YOU FOR SUPPORT AND HELP AND YOU ARE JUST MAKING ME FEEL WORSE.  I know she has a ruptured Achilles tendon and that has to be terrible and the surgery for it is awful, but she's not even talking about that.  She's going on about other crap that doesn't matter.  Like her fibroid that they're not doing anything for.  GUESS WHAT, I have one of those too and they're just watching it for now.  IDGAF ABOUT THIS SHIT.  I JUST WANT A HUG.

WHY.  I just wanted to vent to someone and cry and feel better and YOU ARE MONOPOLIZING EVERYTHING AND ENDING UP WITH "I had something with that and blahblahblah, oh but it turned out negative."

JESUS FUCK.  I just want some sympathy.  Is that so much to ask?  I HAVE A FUCKING TUMOR SOMEWHERE IN MY BODY AND YOU CANNOT EVEN JUST SAY YOU'RE SORRY AND OFFER ANY SUPPORT?!

Oh and we have zero money.  I could barely buy any presents.  Robb worked overtime to help and he HIT A FUCKING GOOSE which shattered the plastic front bumper of the car and will cost exactly what he earned.  DOES THE UNIVERSE HATE ME?  WHAT DID I DO?!  Whatever it is, I'm sorry...

I want to cry.  I am beyond miserable and scared.  I am so depressed.  Someone help me :(

i has a rage, i has a sad, i am a fucked up mutant beast, fml

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