Dec 14, 2005 19:30
So school has been kinda hard recently, for a few reasons, im not going into details though, but i think my grades will be good enough this quarter to keep my parents happy, at least i hope they will. I've been missing good counsel alot lately, i mean im not saying that i dont like my friends at sherwood, i dont even know what it is, but i just kind wish i could still go to school with people like john or allison. Im taking drivers ed in january so im pretty siked for that. (this entry is all over the place) I joined diary of an optimist, i really like it alot, this weekend our show was cancelled, so im really hoping to have practice this weekend, and working on some of the stuff ive written and didnt want to use for my old bands, becuase i really want people to hear shit that i wrote, i need something i casn be proud of i guess(?)i dont know i just do shut up. So i did delete my old screen name, but i made another one, and im not going to giveit out, becuase all these creepy as people from myspace kept IMing me on my old one, so if you want it just like ask me(?). Ive been thinking alot lately, and im really not happy with the person that i am today, i need to change things, i wanna do something that i can be proud of, i dont even know, well thats it i guess.