Don't bother I'll be fine
I was practically force fed chocolate cake from Chili's. About 1/2 a cake is 635. So that was more then I ate all day. I even got the healthy chicken sandwhich was only 420 and i didn't even eat all of it i just loaded up on the steemed brocoli and was pretty excited that I was able to go out, not look stupid because I couldn't eat a lot and have fun till dessert came around 4 a b day and yada yada yada and I feel so gross and sick and upset that someone pretty much harassed me until i ate it and the last thing I want is people knowing so I wa sjust like whatever ok. And I feel like everything for the past year was just ruined.
I guess I've got to the deeper problem a little. A LITTLE. I guess I have admitted to myself that I got fucked over by my best friend, and that life goes on I guess. Maybe that's why I resent her sometimes and like it when I see her eating shit foods, even though she's not fat. Well I mean she is but I know any normal person would think she's skinny. If that made sense.
I guess I've got to the deeper problem a little. A LITTLE. I guess I have admitted to myself that I got fucked over by my best friend, and that life goes on I guess. Maybe that's why I resent her sometimes and like it when I see her eating shit foods, even though she's not fat. Well I mean she is but I know any normal person would think she's skinny. If that made sense.