I'm not sorry.
I am so fucking sick of this.
Of getting passed over, and ignored, and I know I'm good at this, hell, I'm singles 2, I'm the best player on this team after the captain. (Yeah, okay, he's good. I'll give him that.) And I'm still S2 even after Terada beat the shit out of me at our game yesterday. Okay fine, it was just a practice game. So were all those others. The ones I won.
The real thing is not going to be like this.
The real thing is going to be fucking awesome because that is where I am going to show them that this is what I can do. This is my chance. I'm gonna train, and I'm gonna get better, because even if I'm good now I coudl be even better. I mean holy shit -- I could be even better.
And then they won't ignore me anymore. They won't have a choice.
Of getting passed over, and ignored, and I know I'm good at this, hell, I'm singles 2, I'm the best player on this team after the captain. (Yeah, okay, he's good. I'll give him that.) And I'm still S2 even after Terada beat the shit out of me at our game yesterday. Okay fine, it was just a practice game. So were all those others. The ones I won.
The real thing is not going to be like this.
The real thing is going to be fucking awesome because that is where I am going to show them that this is what I can do. This is my chance. I'm gonna train, and I'm gonna get better, because even if I'm good now I coudl be even better. I mean holy shit -- I could be even better.
And then they won't ignore me anymore. They won't have a choice.