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im not really sure if this is even healthy. im always confused and i just want to be with you. i sacrificied so much for this. why cant you just make it clear what you want?
im not eating anymore. im never hungry. i have lost five pounds. i dont know what is wrong with me. im not happy no matter what i try. God help me. i need to find myself in all of this.
i havent been alone in a long time and that scares the shiit out of me. i know that in order to have anything i need to establish myself and my beliefs. i no longer want to be dependent on others.
whatever happens i will always love you
dont forget that
im not eating anymore. im never hungry. i have lost five pounds. i dont know what is wrong with me. im not happy no matter what i try. God help me. i need to find myself in all of this.
i havent been alone in a long time and that scares the shiit out of me. i know that in order to have anything i need to establish myself and my beliefs. i no longer want to be dependent on others.
whatever happens i will always love you
dont forget that