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last night on my way home from toms i felt so fucking sick to my stomach and my throat hurt like hell. i told meghan and she said i was just making things up because i do that sometimes when i dont want to deal with other problems. i assured her i was dying...
this morning i woke up with a pounding headache, swollen throat/glands, body aches and a 100.5 fever. the doctors office is booked until four (not fucking helping...) and i have a radiohead concert to go to tonight that i was so so so fucking excited for but now it seems like a trip of doom. now i cant fucking stop crying. and i HATE crying. and its not really making anything better. now i need to raid the med cabinet in hopes of finding antibiotics or other strong drugs my mom might have brought home from the hospital. FUCK FUCK FUCK. im in so much pain.
even if i find the antibiotics i know are somewhere i cant be in the sunlight for any prolonged amount of time while on them...we have lawn tickets. sunglasses, hat and sweatshirt...here i fucking come. i was so excited too...
last night on my way home from toms i felt so fucking sick to my stomach and my throat hurt like hell. i told meghan and she said i was just making things up because i do that sometimes when i dont want to deal with other problems. i assured her i was dying...
this morning i woke up with a pounding headache, swollen throat/glands, body aches and a 100.5 fever. the doctors office is booked until four (not fucking helping...) and i have a radiohead concert to go to tonight that i was so so so fucking excited for but now it seems like a trip of doom. now i cant fucking stop crying. and i HATE crying. and its not really making anything better. now i need to raid the med cabinet in hopes of finding antibiotics or other strong drugs my mom might have brought home from the hospital. FUCK FUCK FUCK. im in so much pain.
even if i find the antibiotics i know are somewhere i cant be in the sunlight for any prolonged amount of time while on them...we have lawn tickets. sunglasses, hat and sweatshirt...here i fucking come. i was so excited too...