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maybe there is something wrong with me. Maybe not. I haven't talked to Daniel since 7pm on Friday. I actually feel pretty good about that. It was a self regulated test to see how pathetic I am. I dunno if I should say I passed or failed. I had a low pathetic rating. 5 years ago this weekend, I was probably calling rob obsessively every few hours. Anyway, I was kinda pissed at him. I've quashed all my feelings of "holy shit he'll leave me if I don't say goodnight!" down to, "eh, I'll talk to him soon enough." I'm not sure if most people would approach their relationships that way, but I see that as a sign of a healthy relationship.
I have a purse full of drugs. want a list? well, I like lists, so here you are. In my purse I have:
Wellbutrin
Neurontin
marijuana
marijuana paraphenalia
perscribed speed.
yes, that's right, I have speed in my purse. It is some new drug from the company Shire called vyvanse. It is the same as adderall, except it becomes active as soon as it hits your stomach. apparantly I have ADD. well, I'll know soon enough if I do or not. If I do, then I will call down. If I don't (which I don't think I do) then I'll simply speed. fun fun
I'm off to ride my horse into the horizon and then drive my car back to my boyfriend's loving arms and the argument I'm sure to rouse. Well, at least I'll get some nice make-up sex.
I have a purse full of drugs. want a list? well, I like lists, so here you are. In my purse I have:
Wellbutrin
Neurontin
marijuana
marijuana paraphenalia
perscribed speed.
yes, that's right, I have speed in my purse. It is some new drug from the company Shire called vyvanse. It is the same as adderall, except it becomes active as soon as it hits your stomach. apparantly I have ADD. well, I'll know soon enough if I do or not. If I do, then I will call down. If I don't (which I don't think I do) then I'll simply speed. fun fun
I'm off to ride my horse into the horizon and then drive my car back to my boyfriend's loving arms and the argument I'm sure to rouse. Well, at least I'll get some nice make-up sex.