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So, with the advent of 2007 graduations, comes a bitter time. I was supposed to be graduating with my peers this year, and i couldn't be happier that i still have a year, but it's still upsetting. There is so much that has happened in that time, and I feel...i don't really know what i feel.
I want to say that I've found so many amazing people in the past four years. I like having people that will come to support me, but I don't like depending on them unless they are named Barry & Cynthia. But I've figured out that people are good-hearted and want to help. Except that I seem to always forget until its nearly too late.
I've figured out that I still feel like I'm not ready for college. I'm almost done, and I still feel like I need to go back to high school, graduate, and take time off. Unfortunately, there's this thing called diabetes that doesn't allow for that. And that's just a whole nother story in general, which I don't feel like getting into right now.
Alright, I'm rambling & tired, so I'm done for now, and if this doesn't make any sense, I'm sorry. It made sense in my head when I was walking home from 63.
I want to say that I've found so many amazing people in the past four years. I like having people that will come to support me, but I don't like depending on them unless they are named Barry & Cynthia. But I've figured out that people are good-hearted and want to help. Except that I seem to always forget until its nearly too late.
I've figured out that I still feel like I'm not ready for college. I'm almost done, and I still feel like I need to go back to high school, graduate, and take time off. Unfortunately, there's this thing called diabetes that doesn't allow for that. And that's just a whole nother story in general, which I don't feel like getting into right now.
Alright, I'm rambling & tired, so I'm done for now, and if this doesn't make any sense, I'm sorry. It made sense in my head when I was walking home from 63.