humanity really likes to gnaw at my nerves
well the past two days have been absolutley riveting i can tell you.
friday max joe and i were eating at the park because it was a beeyootiful day. after we ate we were sitting on the jungle gym thing and a couple kids like 13 or 14 years old came up to us saying "oh my friend over there wants to holla at you" which kinda made me laugh becuase who picks up a punk rock kid at a playground i ask you? me and max just kept saying "no thanks" and started walking towards school which was about 3 blocks away from the park. they asked us where we went to school and i pointed in the general direction and said "that way" and max said "the chicago sudbury school" so we left the park and started walking and then they started following us, we realized this and bolted but then they friggin chased us. we ended up jaywalking(running?) across the street which is against the rules, but those losers chased us all the way back to school and lemme tell you its hard to run after youve done vegan gym and ate a huge lunch so i was kinda lagging behind. one of the staff members had to go down and tell all those kids (there were like 10 of them) to fuck off. i mean they probably wouldnt have done anything but getting chased is kinda scary. max told charlie to walk me to the el after school cause she didnt want me walking by myself. all three of us are probably gonna get JC sentences for jaywalking too... goddamnit.
then yesterday me and christine (this awesome chick i met on the bus and who is now like my best friend) were just hanging out and decided to take the bus to the movies. we waited in the cold for about 20 minutes for a bus. when we finally got on the bus was packed and people started saying shit loud enough so we could hear them about our clothes and hair (mine is pink hers is green). this chick we were standing by asked "why do you dress like that" so i said "why do you dress like that?" she said "cause its in style" and i said "well i dont like the style... i dont like dressing like everyone else" she said "i dont dress like everyone else" though i could have easily pointed out at least 4 other people on that bus with about the same outfit (i.e. tight blue jeans and roca wear hoodies) so i just kept my mouth shut. after about a minute the girl she was sitting whith said "y'all arent lesbians are you"" and i had an invoulentary brain spasm and snapped "why, ya interested?" and that shut her up. it was about another 10 minutes to the mall and we were still standing up and people were still staring at us and one guy just yelled "ya'll need to siddown with that green and pink shit" so i decided to shut them up and go sit down. there was only on seat so i told christine to sit on my lap. well... as you can imagine that made everyone staring at us yell and scream. people kept going on about us being lesbians and we got at least 50 requests to make out on the bus... but we just sat there. some chick sitting in front of us kept saying "that aint right, two girls kissing" and i wanted to smack her in the back of the head (with a hammer) but yea... we got to the mall and had more people stare at us and on the busride back some guy with a 3 year old kid asked us if we were in a metal band. we said no and he said 'you should, make a little music smoke a little weed" and i said "uhm, i dont do drugs." and he shook his head. 2 minutes later his daughter said something and he just said "SHUT UP!" which made me wanna cry and scream at the same time.
i fucking hate humanity sometimes. yes i kiss girls, no i will not do it in front of a huge group of people who think im just a queer freak show. yes my hair is pink, no that does not mean i drink myself stupid and pop pills that make me see little pink and purple spots. goddamn.... people.
friday max joe and i were eating at the park because it was a beeyootiful day. after we ate we were sitting on the jungle gym thing and a couple kids like 13 or 14 years old came up to us saying "oh my friend over there wants to holla at you" which kinda made me laugh becuase who picks up a punk rock kid at a playground i ask you? me and max just kept saying "no thanks" and started walking towards school which was about 3 blocks away from the park. they asked us where we went to school and i pointed in the general direction and said "that way" and max said "the chicago sudbury school" so we left the park and started walking and then they started following us, we realized this and bolted but then they friggin chased us. we ended up jaywalking(running?) across the street which is against the rules, but those losers chased us all the way back to school and lemme tell you its hard to run after youve done vegan gym and ate a huge lunch so i was kinda lagging behind. one of the staff members had to go down and tell all those kids (there were like 10 of them) to fuck off. i mean they probably wouldnt have done anything but getting chased is kinda scary. max told charlie to walk me to the el after school cause she didnt want me walking by myself. all three of us are probably gonna get JC sentences for jaywalking too... goddamnit.
then yesterday me and christine (this awesome chick i met on the bus and who is now like my best friend) were just hanging out and decided to take the bus to the movies. we waited in the cold for about 20 minutes for a bus. when we finally got on the bus was packed and people started saying shit loud enough so we could hear them about our clothes and hair (mine is pink hers is green). this chick we were standing by asked "why do you dress like that" so i said "why do you dress like that?" she said "cause its in style" and i said "well i dont like the style... i dont like dressing like everyone else" she said "i dont dress like everyone else" though i could have easily pointed out at least 4 other people on that bus with about the same outfit (i.e. tight blue jeans and roca wear hoodies) so i just kept my mouth shut. after about a minute the girl she was sitting whith said "y'all arent lesbians are you"" and i had an invoulentary brain spasm and snapped "why, ya interested?" and that shut her up. it was about another 10 minutes to the mall and we were still standing up and people were still staring at us and one guy just yelled "ya'll need to siddown with that green and pink shit" so i decided to shut them up and go sit down. there was only on seat so i told christine to sit on my lap. well... as you can imagine that made everyone staring at us yell and scream. people kept going on about us being lesbians and we got at least 50 requests to make out on the bus... but we just sat there. some chick sitting in front of us kept saying "that aint right, two girls kissing" and i wanted to smack her in the back of the head (with a hammer) but yea... we got to the mall and had more people stare at us and on the busride back some guy with a 3 year old kid asked us if we were in a metal band. we said no and he said 'you should, make a little music smoke a little weed" and i said "uhm, i dont do drugs." and he shook his head. 2 minutes later his daughter said something and he just said "SHUT UP!" which made me wanna cry and scream at the same time.
i fucking hate humanity sometimes. yes i kiss girls, no i will not do it in front of a huge group of people who think im just a queer freak show. yes my hair is pink, no that does not mean i drink myself stupid and pop pills that make me see little pink and purple spots. goddamn.... people.