I could have written this post, apart from the piggyback rides and ice-cream like...
Music is one of the most significant things in my life, and a good show stays with me for life - Iggy Pop, Radiohead and AFI are three such examples.
Making out - I hate to say it but breaking up with the love of my life recently has not just been about crying myself to sleep every night. Most of me is depressed; the rest of me is suffering from sexual frustration.
Good nights' sleep - I never have them any more. I'm either stoned, pissed or on LJ. Goddamn motherfucking willpower. I wish I had some.
Boy/girlfriend - I randomly traveled pretty much the entire length of england over the past week. Pulled a sicky in work and fucked off with my mates, just because we wanted to. I had so much fun for a few days, then on the way back I was stuck behind this lovey-dovey couple on the train. 300 miles. They giggle and hug and kiss and whisper and giggle. I got on that train very hung-over, but happy. I got off there totally fucking depressed.
I miss having my girlfriend. We were together 3 years pretty much, and I miss doing all the stupid things you talk about in that paragraph. I used to do all of that shit, even down to tiny things like buying her a packet of her favorite sweets just to see the smile on her face. I would happily do all those things for her again if given a chance.
Music is one of the most significant things in my life, and a good show stays with me for life - Iggy Pop, Radiohead and AFI are three such examples.
Making out - I hate to say it but breaking up with the love of my life recently has not just been about crying myself to sleep every night. Most of me is depressed; the rest of me is suffering from sexual frustration.
Good nights' sleep - I never have them any more. I'm either stoned, pissed or on LJ. Goddamn motherfucking willpower. I wish I had some.
Boy/girlfriend - I randomly traveled pretty much the entire length of england over the past week. Pulled a sicky in work and fucked off with my mates, just because we wanted to. I had so much fun for a few days, then on the way back I was stuck behind this lovey-dovey couple on the train. 300 miles. They giggle and hug and kiss and whisper and giggle. I got on that train very hung-over, but happy. I got off there totally fucking depressed.
I miss having my girlfriend. We were together 3 years pretty much, and I miss doing all the stupid things you talk about in that paragraph. I used to do all of that shit, even down to tiny things like buying her a packet of her favorite sweets just to see the smile on her face. I would happily do all those things for her again if given a chance.
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