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Alright peeps, brace yourself, this is going to be emo with a capital tear.
I'm where I'm meant to be. Second choice or no second choice, this is for me, i feel right most of the time here.
I still spend too much time alone (a concequence of an unfortunate timetable compared to my friends here) but i'm being me more and more often, and people here seem to not want to kill me just yet for it. Proper friendships seem a possibility, everyones mearly stopped pussyfooting about, and i have a candidate for a roommate, me and Gay Dave (hes not gay but he should be, he'd be a good GBF) have drunkenly agreed (twice, its a recurring alcohol conversation) that we will live together and drag charlotte with us. Charlottes cool, she's into metal and we're going to see KsE together in January.
Also, im going home in a few weeks, and thats really nice, i'm looking forward to it, but not in the desperate way if that makes sense. It'll be great but i also like it here if that makes sense.
So long as the canteen staff dont poison or starve us im quite happy.
This could be a very special four years.
I have only just started to actually believe that.
Emo fest over people, lets go get mashed and listen to cheese.
I'm where I'm meant to be. Second choice or no second choice, this is for me, i feel right most of the time here.
I still spend too much time alone (a concequence of an unfortunate timetable compared to my friends here) but i'm being me more and more often, and people here seem to not want to kill me just yet for it. Proper friendships seem a possibility, everyones mearly stopped pussyfooting about, and i have a candidate for a roommate, me and Gay Dave (hes not gay but he should be, he'd be a good GBF) have drunkenly agreed (twice, its a recurring alcohol conversation) that we will live together and drag charlotte with us. Charlottes cool, she's into metal and we're going to see KsE together in January.
Also, im going home in a few weeks, and thats really nice, i'm looking forward to it, but not in the desperate way if that makes sense. It'll be great but i also like it here if that makes sense.
So long as the canteen staff dont poison or starve us im quite happy.
This could be a very special four years.
I have only just started to actually believe that.
Emo fest over people, lets go get mashed and listen to cheese.