Oct 08, 2006 19:23
So, everyone here knows that feeling of utter crushedness, where ur heart feels like its been in a mangle and squezed repeatedly very very hard until every ounce of it feels battered bruised and deeply sorry for itself.
Its Sunday of Freshers week
Its my 19th birthday today
Dollar rang today, possibly the hardest phone conversation i've ever had to take part in.
I try so hard not to be a dying swan about it, but right now, im just sobbing and feeling like shit, feeling shit about feeling shit (its freshers week, i'm so glad that he did ring etc.)
And so, right now, im crying my fucking eyes out
The End