May 21, 2008 01:12
i leave for davis thursday, well technically, tomorrow. im really really excited, i know, i have no money, but i need to get out fot his place for a while and go back home and clear my mind of all this gay oceanside bullshit. its weird, i have no drama in my life, but i ehar so much of other peoples stuff that i feel like i am involved sometimes, but thank god, im not. i want to surround myslef wth positive people and i think thats what ill find in davis, new people, peopel ive never met who (hopefully) wont judge me, plus i found out i till be stayign with jessica, who ive known since preschool i miss her :( i havent seen her since summer of '06. hmmm who knows maybe ill meet a hot guy, im just ready to get the hell out of here and me and sara always have fun together and all i want to do is just have fun! and ya know, drink :D haha. i must say im rather nervous about the flight, though, and i have no diea why i never get nervous when i fly, but its only 1 1/2 hours so it wont be too long. :DDDD ahhh soooo happy!