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I hung out with a friend yesterday. I felt like I was boring her because I didnt have much to say. I geuss we got along alright. I get distraught when I'm with her though because she changes my outlook on things. She always reminds me of how everyone is doing drugs having sex and being gay and lesbian locally. She is the only one out of her friends that doesn't do any of that stuff and I get puzzled when she talks like everything her friends do is normal. So many more people do drugs than I thought. It always seems like the world is just crashing down from the things she tells me. I get upset at the idea of people doing drugs and having wild sex but I also get upset at the fact that I have such a hard time accepting it. I mean its a bad lifestyle to lead but it seems like a large portion of at least the local population is on board with it, and I can't just go around hating everyone. I geuss I've really led a sheltered life. I'm hoping college will show me a lot more of the world.