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[brigitte89]

hey I haven’t posted in a while nothing has really happened
haven’t really lost anything its gone up and down with in 3-4 lbs
since I was last on so 2m I will fast does anyone want to do it with me
maybe like 2-3 days nothing extreme but I would like to fast with someone
but i have one rule no matter wat I always eat breakfast it's small but I

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[eldaah]

I can do the fast with you. (^-^ )

[brigitte89]

YAY! how are u I haven't talked to you in a while
well I kinnda started fasting today only ate like 3 things
but altogether it should be like 3-400 cals for the day not bad
but now on the 4th we are going out with friends and then on Sunday I am going out with Eric's G-rents so on Sunday I have to eat on the 4th I'll be able to get away with it most of the day if i fill up on water an keep my tummy from making noise but i dont know wat to do about Sun. ?_?

[eldaah]

I've missed you!! I have all kinds of emo-ness going on over here, lol.

for the fast. I'll do the breakfast thing too and fill up on water. Tomorrow is my mom's b-day but they are going to a fair so I can skip on things without them noticing. Hopefully. Fourth of July will be on the beach so I will just drink coffee in the morning and drink water for the rest of the day--- and build sandcastles to distract me from eating. I hate the fact that we are going to the beach...I want to go...I just don't want people to see how fat I got/am. Truth be told, I haven't weighed myself either. I am too scared too look so I assume that I have gained weight and treat myself to laxative-like foods, drink water and eat little.

going to bed, *hugs* It's good to see that you are back! *big-hug*

[brigitte89]

well i didn't do so well today i was around my bf ALL day 2d (who was being a major jerk today) so well I didn't do so well today I was around my bf ALL day 2d (who was being a major jerk today) so I ate way 2 much but when I stepped on the scale it said I only gained like 2 lbs and I couldn’t get into my basement to workout >:( but 2m I will NOT eat ... well imma try yeah I don't go to the beach at all anymore cuz they just don’t make bathing suits that cover your arms that wat I hate the most I can cover up the rest but b/c I have been fat since I was a kid I have stretch marks like all over even my shoulders it's a real pain in the ass : ( but hows it going for u so far oh and happy b-day to ur Mom!

[eldaah]

My issue with bathing suits is that they don't cover my thighs.

this recent weekend, I sucked at fasting. Simply because my parents changed their plans for the weekend from them just going out to my sister and me joining them. I had to eat. Though...on Saturday, I ate but what I ate ended up coming up since I had a panic attack...well...I got really bad claustrophobia but I will write about that in my journal.

Have faith in yourself, you can get rid of those two pounds and be happier. I wish that we lived closer together so we could hang out!!