Strange.
I'm lonely.
That seems strange to say, since I have someone I firmly consider to be The Best Boyfriend Evar. He cannot, however, fulfil every emotional need of mine, and that brings me right back to...
I'm lonely.
I want friends. Friends I can call my own, that are not Josh's. Or, well, at least not only Josh's that I happen to hang around with because hey, I'm already there.
I blame this firmly on Josh's friend Peacock, who reminded me achingly of Braden. Damn you, Peacock.
I want someone to drag to Ren Faire who might genuinely enjoy it, rather than put up with it for my sake, and other such things. Someone to wander around parks with. Someone to just wander around with, anywhere! You know. Friend...stuff. That Josh might not always want to do.
That's not to say I'm not happy! I am. I'm happy.
I'm just also...
....lonely.