Josh is being unusually dense. But so am I.

Apr 18, 2008 22:52



hsaasdasdasdakjshdjadjjja.

Yeah.

I don't really know how to spit out what's going through my head right now.  Josh goes off on a certain topic on a...semi regular basis.  I  don't like this topic.  I just...I don't.

So he hates kids.  Fine.  But I don't.  And there is a part of me that might, some day--not soon, but some day--want to have kids.  That he's against it is upsetting to me.  Why he's not picking up on this after we've talking about it it don't know.  I have mulled over it and decided that having a Josh is > than someday having kids, and have my own ideas for how to cope with a maternal instinct I decidedly have (zoo, anybody?), but that doesn't mean I really want it brought up all that often.

Whatever.

I'll sit here while a game wins over cuddles for the second day in a row and try not to be retarded and draw parallels that don't really exist.

contemplation, amber & josh, omg emo

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