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The people streaming by me
never seem to see my face.
It's like I've never existed,
never lived inside this place.

But I do.

My dreams are all just fairytales
melting into mist.
My heart is cracked and shattered
by memories of loving "bliss".

And I am...

So lost.
So torn.
Not sure
Where to go.
What do I trust,
Where do I cling?
When this world ceases
to mean anything.

Alone we're born, alone I sing.
Alone I'll fly on tattered wings.

I see you there, calling me.
You arms are open wide.
But knives and pain and torture...
God knows what lies inside.

I think I do.

I know you say you'll never leave
you'll make the past go away.
The wounds and scars will vanish,
I'll be starting new today.

But I am...

So lost.
So torn.
Not sure
Where to go.
What do I trust,
Where do I cling?
When this world ceases
to mean anything.

And now you're walking close to me
and I can't run away.
The darkness may be fading fast,
but how long will you stay?

Leaving me...

So lost.
So torn.
Not sure
Where to go.
What do I trust,
Where do I cling?
When this world ceases
to mean anything.