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I don't know how much more of this i can take! i get to deal with another preposterous spat taking place this morning over, of all things, a donut accidentaly being dropped on someone.
This is pretty much going to put me in a bad mood right off the top.
I get promises from people about things and they're broken within a day or two, i have people saying they want to do things and i don't see any of them doing much of anything to make these things happen.
Honestly, if i had a place to go or i thought i could make it out on the streets i'd leave my home in a minute and not come back unless i absolutely had to!! If ever...
I hate laptops....and i'm not so crazy about video games right now either.
I don't know....my head feels like it's going to detonate sometimes trying to keep some miniscule peace around here and i simply don't get any real cooperation from any of the three. It's close to impossible to get personal alone time and more so to have quiet time. I can't even talk about this on the phone because there's someone right there next to me.
I would really like it if others would be a little more responsible, after all i have to pay certain bills here and it's not easy with finding a heeluva lot of stuff on nearly 24/7....THAT'S A LOTTA POWER!!!!!
Okay, i'm starting to lose control a bit too much here. I need to keep a grip and try desperately to stay sane before i do something stupid...to someone else.
I just REALLY don't need this shit so soon after losing Gandalf, i'm too touchy and i don't know what to do. Nothing i say seems to mean anything to anyone.....there's too many people here for anyone's comfort....maybe i should arm the three of'em and let'em duke it out and shoot the winner.
Why am i thinking that all of this is my fault?? Because somehow it is!!! I don't know how or why, but it's always is my fault. Probably because i'm too tenderhearted or unwilling to be confrontationalistic/combative or too submissive...
No matter what i say to anyone, nothing happens about it or gets better
I'm outa this dump
This is pretty much going to put me in a bad mood right off the top.
I get promises from people about things and they're broken within a day or two, i have people saying they want to do things and i don't see any of them doing much of anything to make these things happen.
Honestly, if i had a place to go or i thought i could make it out on the streets i'd leave my home in a minute and not come back unless i absolutely had to!! If ever...
I hate laptops....and i'm not so crazy about video games right now either.
I don't know....my head feels like it's going to detonate sometimes trying to keep some miniscule peace around here and i simply don't get any real cooperation from any of the three. It's close to impossible to get personal alone time and more so to have quiet time. I can't even talk about this on the phone because there's someone right there next to me.
I would really like it if others would be a little more responsible, after all i have to pay certain bills here and it's not easy with finding a heeluva lot of stuff on nearly 24/7....THAT'S A LOTTA POWER!!!!!
Okay, i'm starting to lose control a bit too much here. I need to keep a grip and try desperately to stay sane before i do something stupid...to someone else.
I just REALLY don't need this shit so soon after losing Gandalf, i'm too touchy and i don't know what to do. Nothing i say seems to mean anything to anyone.....there's too many people here for anyone's comfort....maybe i should arm the three of'em and let'em duke it out and shoot the winner.
Why am i thinking that all of this is my fault?? Because somehow it is!!! I don't know how or why, but it's always is my fault. Probably because i'm too tenderhearted or unwilling to be confrontationalistic/combative or too submissive...
No matter what i say to anyone, nothing happens about it or gets better
I'm outa this dump