Depression is for losers
I really wish I was a winner.
I don't feel like going into everything that is making me depressed, let's just say the last week in a half has been terrible for me. I almost wouldn't be surprised if I got hit by a truck and killed or something. It's like all my luck has been stolen from me or something. Anyway my internship is gone because the company was bought by Semantic, or rather the company they were working with got bought by Semantic, but my job was based solely around that work, so yeah. Good news is I don't have to worry about living here over the summer, I'll have more time on MWF, and I can get a better paying job over the summer...maybe. Bad news is I kinda made my budget for the semester around the fact that I had a job...so yeah...I'm poor again, as opposed to just well off enough to buy dinner at a restaurant and not think twice about it. Hmm, I won't have so much time over the summer though, and I was going to learn C, C++, and Java over this summer, but now I probably won't have time. Maybe I'll just learn Perl instead or something.
Hmm, realistically if I do as I said and don't talk about all the crap that's getting me down there isn't much to say I think...I just got distracted by the internet for a good 18 minutes...I lost my train of thought...I have a lot of things to do for classes, and I'm still screwed basically. I didn't do my book report for Cyberethics because I read a good chunk of the book and realized it was terrible and pointless...I just couldn't do it. It was a ten year old book about the dangers of the internet, and it was obviously written by an academic who liked to talk to damn much. So now I'm not doing to well in that class, but luckily my term paper for it is easy to write, and will probably go over well. Same for my JINS, but I'm still kinda screwed in that too, but I can easily get a C I think, and maybe a B if I'm lucky. I don't know anymore, Linguistics is going terribly, and now I wish I had taken Shakespeare instead...who the hell told me to take that again? Anyway I have no fucking clue about Arch and Org, and I just kinda hope since Bailey isn't giving us stuff back, so we can't judge our grades properly, that he'll go easy on us. I've had this happen a few times, but I can't remember if it was with Bailey or not.
My sleeping schedule is all messed up, it isn't so bad now, but I basically sleep 4 hours in the afternoon, and another 4 between like 3am and 7. I think Keith still has straight up insomnia, so at least I'm not the only one with sleeping problems. I've been a ghost in concerns with TKE because of this napping schedule though, so I'll need to rectify that soon. Apparently we have at least two guys joining, so I should at least meet them and get to know them I guess. Hopefully we'll get the other couple of guys we've been doing stuff with as well.
Not much else going on. I decided that I need to change all my passwords and make them a little more random. There's various other things going on, but I need to think about them a bit more.
I don't feel like going into everything that is making me depressed, let's just say the last week in a half has been terrible for me. I almost wouldn't be surprised if I got hit by a truck and killed or something. It's like all my luck has been stolen from me or something. Anyway my internship is gone because the company was bought by Semantic, or rather the company they were working with got bought by Semantic, but my job was based solely around that work, so yeah. Good news is I don't have to worry about living here over the summer, I'll have more time on MWF, and I can get a better paying job over the summer...maybe. Bad news is I kinda made my budget for the semester around the fact that I had a job...so yeah...I'm poor again, as opposed to just well off enough to buy dinner at a restaurant and not think twice about it. Hmm, I won't have so much time over the summer though, and I was going to learn C, C++, and Java over this summer, but now I probably won't have time. Maybe I'll just learn Perl instead or something.
Hmm, realistically if I do as I said and don't talk about all the crap that's getting me down there isn't much to say I think...I just got distracted by the internet for a good 18 minutes...I lost my train of thought...I have a lot of things to do for classes, and I'm still screwed basically. I didn't do my book report for Cyberethics because I read a good chunk of the book and realized it was terrible and pointless...I just couldn't do it. It was a ten year old book about the dangers of the internet, and it was obviously written by an academic who liked to talk to damn much. So now I'm not doing to well in that class, but luckily my term paper for it is easy to write, and will probably go over well. Same for my JINS, but I'm still kinda screwed in that too, but I can easily get a C I think, and maybe a B if I'm lucky. I don't know anymore, Linguistics is going terribly, and now I wish I had taken Shakespeare instead...who the hell told me to take that again? Anyway I have no fucking clue about Arch and Org, and I just kinda hope since Bailey isn't giving us stuff back, so we can't judge our grades properly, that he'll go easy on us. I've had this happen a few times, but I can't remember if it was with Bailey or not.
My sleeping schedule is all messed up, it isn't so bad now, but I basically sleep 4 hours in the afternoon, and another 4 between like 3am and 7. I think Keith still has straight up insomnia, so at least I'm not the only one with sleeping problems. I've been a ghost in concerns with TKE because of this napping schedule though, so I'll need to rectify that soon. Apparently we have at least two guys joining, so I should at least meet them and get to know them I guess. Hopefully we'll get the other couple of guys we've been doing stuff with as well.
Not much else going on. I decided that I need to change all my passwords and make them a little more random. There's various other things going on, but I need to think about them a bit more.