Goddess damn you, Luna
I've been feeling like a horrible wife and woman for the last three days. I know it was the seizure on Saturday night that caused me to avoid being touched, but I still hurt him and I still hate it. We made love on Sunday. And I'd had all day yesterday but I didn't take it. I made strange excuses.
Today I realized that I will start my period. Hormonal tide.
And now this...
Lunar eclipse in two days.
Doesn't change or excuse me, but it might explain.
Oh. Yes. He is also leaving again next week. Sunday the tenth.
He will be going to Arizona. Phoenix. Probably for at least a week.
I don't have a lot of time.
I don't have time.
Today I realized that I will start my period. Hormonal tide.
And now this...
Lunar eclipse in two days.
Doesn't change or excuse me, but it might explain.
Oh. Yes. He is also leaving again next week. Sunday the tenth.
He will be going to Arizona. Phoenix. Probably for at least a week.
I don't have a lot of time.
I don't have time.