The Heart And The Light
For everyone feeling confused, afraid, panicked, upset, and worried: I'm here. Message me, here or via Facebook. I mean, I am depressed as fuck with suicidal ideations, but I'm not leaving, I want to stay for all of my friends and for my own strength. Even as I've been having seizures and meltdowns, I have insisted on staying strong.
So many friends have reached out to me with messages and emails and phone calls and video chats! I feel beloved.
Just because the policies of The Creepy Orange Butt Face his VP The Hateful Creepy Nope Man terrify the fuck out of me, it doesn't meant I want to hide. After I come out from under the blankets I will gather up my spears, paint myself rainbow, and adopt a war cry. I've never actively protested like this. But damn it, first time for everything. My people are already hurt and dying. I have to do something. I will do something. I will write things, and keep writing things, and I will be here for you who are scared and crying. You are allowed to feel these things. People who tell you to shut up are jerks and assholes. It is not okay. I don't know if it will be okay. But we will fight.
Also, if you are a fan of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, I wrote this a month ago on Tumblr. I got inspired by Stuff. I copied it to Fanfiction Net and Archive Of You Own. Some people really like it and tell me it gives them hope. I hope it makes you feel better. You matter and you have value and you are loved.
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12174760/1/Mikey-the-Lifegiver-The-Heart-And-The-Light
So many friends have reached out to me with messages and emails and phone calls and video chats! I feel beloved.
Just because the policies of The Creepy Orange Butt Face his VP The Hateful Creepy Nope Man terrify the fuck out of me, it doesn't meant I want to hide. After I come out from under the blankets I will gather up my spears, paint myself rainbow, and adopt a war cry. I've never actively protested like this. But damn it, first time for everything. My people are already hurt and dying. I have to do something. I will do something. I will write things, and keep writing things, and I will be here for you who are scared and crying. You are allowed to feel these things. People who tell you to shut up are jerks and assholes. It is not okay. I don't know if it will be okay. But we will fight.
Also, if you are a fan of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, I wrote this a month ago on Tumblr. I got inspired by Stuff. I copied it to Fanfiction Net and Archive Of You Own. Some people really like it and tell me it gives them hope. I hope it makes you feel better. You matter and you have value and you are loved.
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12174760/1/Mikey-the-Lifegiver-The-Heart-And-The-Light
