ughhh
this morning i went to work and unexpectedly puked gin.
seriously forgot i had any yesterday.
i feel like shit.
this past weekend was very interesting. lots of fun. lots of clarity.
lots of nausea. ughhhh.
definitely going home this afternoon.
last night i saw joe kling and i said "joe, sometime around today, two years ago, we drove around in your car one night and listened to jimmy eat world and before braille. that was a good day." and he remembered. and it was.
i am over a lot of things. it's incredible how long it takes me to move on. but it's always nice when you finally have. my life is so different than was it a year ago, or two years ago, or a few months ago. i would say a lot of essential things are missing but i feel like the glass is gradually refilling. and that's nice too. my life is definitely more interesting than it was a year or two years ago. the past three weeks are a big messy hedonistic blur. but it's okay because i think i know who i am and i think a lot of people fucking confuse themselves when they get into shit they can't handle because they don't know who they are.
well this was rather intelligent wasn't it. ha.
seriously forgot i had any yesterday.
i feel like shit.
this past weekend was very interesting. lots of fun. lots of clarity.
lots of nausea. ughhhh.
definitely going home this afternoon.
last night i saw joe kling and i said "joe, sometime around today, two years ago, we drove around in your car one night and listened to jimmy eat world and before braille. that was a good day." and he remembered. and it was.
i am over a lot of things. it's incredible how long it takes me to move on. but it's always nice when you finally have. my life is so different than was it a year ago, or two years ago, or a few months ago. i would say a lot of essential things are missing but i feel like the glass is gradually refilling. and that's nice too. my life is definitely more interesting than it was a year or two years ago. the past three weeks are a big messy hedonistic blur. but it's okay because i think i know who i am and i think a lot of people fucking confuse themselves when they get into shit they can't handle because they don't know who they are.
well this was rather intelligent wasn't it. ha.