what a life
jigga what?!
so my days have basically sucked...like whoa. i think the only thing that keeps me going is the fact that TBS-Matchbook Romance-Fall Out Boy-and a TBA band...this fri @ jannus...heck yes...i've had my ticket since...august lol jessie...so yea and NBT4 in December will be hot too...
--->but other than that...we just had the scandal of the season @ KCS...too horrible to talk about here...if you wanna know just ask me...
--->youth group sucks...just because i wont bow down to their Natzi ways, and everyone else does...i'm the outcast of the frickin group...and i quit...i'm SO over that entire place! i tried to UNIFY the group, but it's no use...they're sposed to be christians (i'm talkin about all the leaders here not just praise band), and yet they're so caught up in politics and i'm not talkin about on the national level either, i mean politics in the church AND...i'm finished!
so i'm just prolly gonna show up for bible study wed nights and not a lot else...
they can be mad at me all they want it's partially their fault too...they can yell at me all they want, i'm done with them...i seriously don't agree with how they favor some people and then are "so fed up with THIS" (aka: ME) and also how "you (talking to me), especially need to be down there (praise and worship)"...i don't need ANY of their crap! because inevitably, the people who are jerks and who act up outside of church are the ones they care about...
they expect so much crap from me and they dont know me...so i'm done...no more sunday school, no more youth group...i can make better use of my time then to get crucified by them every week...
and i'm not talkin about the verse that says being crucified with Christ...i'm so thankful that He at leasts knows who i am...at least He took the time to find out and to care...
so it's me against the church -----> world?
--->also i'm extremely lonely and want a boyfriend ::psh:: like that's gonna happen...
send love...it's needed
so my days have basically sucked...like whoa. i think the only thing that keeps me going is the fact that TBS-Matchbook Romance-Fall Out Boy-and a TBA band...this fri @ jannus...heck yes...i've had my ticket since...august lol jessie...so yea and NBT4 in December will be hot too...
--->but other than that...we just had the scandal of the season @ KCS...too horrible to talk about here...if you wanna know just ask me...
--->youth group sucks...just because i wont bow down to their Natzi ways, and everyone else does...i'm the outcast of the frickin group...and i quit...i'm SO over that entire place! i tried to UNIFY the group, but it's no use...they're sposed to be christians (i'm talkin about all the leaders here not just praise band), and yet they're so caught up in politics and i'm not talkin about on the national level either, i mean politics in the church AND...i'm finished!
so i'm just prolly gonna show up for bible study wed nights and not a lot else...
they can be mad at me all they want it's partially their fault too...they can yell at me all they want, i'm done with them...i seriously don't agree with how they favor some people and then are "so fed up with THIS" (aka: ME) and also how "you (talking to me), especially need to be down there (praise and worship)"...i don't need ANY of their crap! because inevitably, the people who are jerks and who act up outside of church are the ones they care about...
they expect so much crap from me and they dont know me...so i'm done...no more sunday school, no more youth group...i can make better use of my time then to get crucified by them every week...
and i'm not talkin about the verse that says being crucified with Christ...i'm so thankful that He at leasts knows who i am...at least He took the time to find out and to care...
so it's me against the church -----> world?
--->also i'm extremely lonely and want a boyfriend ::psh:: like that's gonna happen...
send love...it's needed