She had eyes bright enough to burn me, they reminded me of yours..

[brighteyes357]

So.. practice wasn't bad necessarily, just kinda kept reminding me how soon stuffs gonna change. I keep looking forward for christmas, for fall, winter, indoor, and eventually, the spring. But then each time I do I realize that each of those will just draw me closer to the time when the current seniors are gonna graduate, and I have no idea where I'm gonna go from there. Since my freshman year, I've met so many amazing people, and found so many wonderful friends, and I've gotten used to it. To each person I have some aspect of myself to thank for, because even had I not met one person, I can't imagine the difference it'd make. When so many of them go off to college, when I can't depend on seeing them everyday in school, in the hallways, or having them around all the time, I don't know what I'll do. I suppose I'm being a bit too overly dramatic. I'll have the summer, and I'm sure I'll see them still fairly regularly. But regardless, looking forward to the end of the year is like looking forward to some sort of impending doom. That's the way it feels lately anyway.

Bah. Regardless, this year seems like it'll be the hardest yet. So that should be interesting.

I'm gonna go take a longg, looonnnnnngggg shower. And sleep.

Goodnight lovelies.

<3