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This is my third semester of college and I have concluded that GRCC isn't going to get me any closer to the thing I want most in life... swimming with whales. Cigarettes make me gag. Diet Coke also makes me gag but it's the only thing that's keeping me going right now. I put on makeup last night for the first time in awhile just to help me feel a little better about myself. I feel find but it's always good feeling pretty.
Trent is beautiful and I love him more than life itself. I know a lot of you are probably like (what a douche bag, but you know what... eff you, I love him).
So what's been going on for the past two months, well, I'll tell you. Schools a bitch, works alright, and my social life could use a little more excitement but I have no drive to go anywhere because being alone or with Trent makes my life complete. My dad moved out and I'm not for sure how long this time but he's been gone for about three days now and I haven't heard anything from him. I'm really sad about it but at the same time I just couldn't deal with his midlife crisis or whatever it is that's been going on to complicate our father/daughter relationship. He's my dad and I'll always love him and I know he has good intentions but sometimes he needs to chill out.
Also, there's been a rumor going around the city of Newaygo that I spent time in the slammer. I have to admit for a while I was straying away from the "right" path (whatever that is) but before I let anything get out of control I stepped back and realized that it's not worth the risk to be around somewhere that might get "busted" or underage drinking. I'm not quite sure why people think I went to jail but I assure, I haven't. The closest thing to a runin with the cops was a loooooooooong time ago and there was nothing that I could get in trouble for, I was just at the wrong place at the wrong time. Dumb people who work at dairy queen and have nothing better to do with THEIR boring lives insist on ruining my good name and my good reputation. Other dumb people who don't realize that the people spreading this lies I don't associate with in any way, shape, or form (not even mutual friends) and instead of going straight to the source to find out the TRUTH about me, they assume that it's true and turn the other shoulder when I'm around because apparently I'm "bad news". Anyways, it's childish and the reason I don't talk to many people is to stay away from anything that could give ANYONE a bad image of me. So I'd really like it if people wouldn't pull things out of thin air to slander my good name. That's illegal, by the way.
Well, I suppose I'll step off my soap box and get on with my "schooling." (which isn't really benefiting my future anyhow).
Trent is beautiful and I love him more than life itself. I know a lot of you are probably like (what a douche bag, but you know what... eff you, I love him).
So what's been going on for the past two months, well, I'll tell you. Schools a bitch, works alright, and my social life could use a little more excitement but I have no drive to go anywhere because being alone or with Trent makes my life complete. My dad moved out and I'm not for sure how long this time but he's been gone for about three days now and I haven't heard anything from him. I'm really sad about it but at the same time I just couldn't deal with his midlife crisis or whatever it is that's been going on to complicate our father/daughter relationship. He's my dad and I'll always love him and I know he has good intentions but sometimes he needs to chill out.
Also, there's been a rumor going around the city of Newaygo that I spent time in the slammer. I have to admit for a while I was straying away from the "right" path (whatever that is) but before I let anything get out of control I stepped back and realized that it's not worth the risk to be around somewhere that might get "busted" or underage drinking. I'm not quite sure why people think I went to jail but I assure, I haven't. The closest thing to a runin with the cops was a loooooooooong time ago and there was nothing that I could get in trouble for, I was just at the wrong place at the wrong time. Dumb people who work at dairy queen and have nothing better to do with THEIR boring lives insist on ruining my good name and my good reputation. Other dumb people who don't realize that the people spreading this lies I don't associate with in any way, shape, or form (not even mutual friends) and instead of going straight to the source to find out the TRUTH about me, they assume that it's true and turn the other shoulder when I'm around because apparently I'm "bad news". Anyways, it's childish and the reason I don't talk to many people is to stay away from anything that could give ANYONE a bad image of me. So I'd really like it if people wouldn't pull things out of thin air to slander my good name. That's illegal, by the way.
Well, I suppose I'll step off my soap box and get on with my "schooling." (which isn't really benefiting my future anyhow).