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Today was one of those days that started out great and then gradually became... not so good. Well, I've made lots of knew friends, no doubt about that. I love them all dearly and we always have a good time. So... I'm always happy now. Well, Danelle and I had a great time tasking, in studio B, and during the VIP tour. So... for all ride it was going to be great and we were going to take a great picture. Danelle didn't hold onto the hard hat good enough and it flew off and his another cast member in the nose. I'm scared... I could get fired... the lady wants me fired. Because it was MY idea, and even though Ryan okayed and the manager (who was there) didn't mind us doing it and thought it to be in good fun (because it's been done before), and even though I held onto my helmet tight enough and Danelle didn't, I could still get fired. And... yes, I feel terrible about what happened. I do... but I don't think I would want someone fired if i was in that position. But... I really enjoy work, all my friends, and just... this whole experience in general. I COULD get fired for this. Not this specifically... but for reprimands. I have two attendance and that is not good to have when I just need one more to get fired. I'm nervous... oh so nervous. I was thinking about it... if I had to leave and was never welcome back... I would be devastated. I have great friends back home to go to... but the only thing I have at home waiting for me (career wise) is Dairy Queen. I couldn't go back now having the experience I have and be content with that. I'm oh so scared about this. I already have a plan for when it is time to come home. Go to school, get an apartment, room with staci, and get a seasonal job at disney, come visit my friends while I'm down here working for a week every six months. That is amazing. I love it here and I intend to come back. If i get fired... I couldn't come back. Soo... what to do what to do. I never thought having fun at work could cause this much trouble. I'm deeply saddened by this. I am trying to stay positive and what not... I'm just worried.