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i have been so busy lately. i'm hardly ever home. but i think things are changing, in a good way. i guess i just need to keep my fingers crossed. i'm really really glad i got to hang out with kelly on thursday/friday because i hadn't seen her in a gazillion years, and i missed her. and i hope it means lots more hanging out, because i miss having solid friends. and i miss being a solid friend. my life has just been so all over the place for the past year, and i feel like i'm finally ready to just stop and be an actual person again. i finally think dan is out of the picture, for good. and i think i'm finally ready for a boyfriend again. i really really was not when i was with adam, and i knew it but let it happen anyways. it only took 7 months but now i feel like i've actually moved on. thank god. also, after working constantly and busting my ass in school the past year while losing friends left and right, i feel like i've learned what's more important. and it isn't school/work, although it's not like i'm just going to forget about them. i just really want to spend more time with other people this year instead of in my head. this entry is really really really unorganized. sorry, but thanks for reading.