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well,
my brithday was on friday
i didnt enjoy it but i wasnt suprised
i bought a shit load of underwear though
i realized something that ive realized before
you really cant trust anyone
normally everyone has that one person
but me the closest thins i have to that
is erika and jasmine
jasmine lives in texas and erika devotes her
days off work to nick
so here i am
alone i never thought this would happen
but whatever fuck that
i dont need to deal with you
i dont need to deal with the drama
i dont see anything here i feel so empty
and feel like a fag for doing this
i need to get out of drugs
my real friend doesnt know but i guess now she does because once again
i mess something by writing about it in livejournal
so there it is the infamous livejournal entry
showing sides of anger depression sadness regret jealousy
im not even going to pretend to be happy becuse im not
im not tryingto leave one of those entrys where you hint that youre not doing so good and hope that someone will leave me a commenet like "o, i wish you felt better" or "youll always have me" i wont lie i leave those comment but at least im real about that
and dont get me wrong those comments are great if you mean them
now im conluding my update and if you leave a comment event if its the most hurtful thing you can say i hope youre sincere
there is nothing i hate more than a liar and a cheater
(you were one of those. i hope it was worth it)
my brithday was on friday
i didnt enjoy it but i wasnt suprised
i bought a shit load of underwear though
i realized something that ive realized before
you really cant trust anyone
normally everyone has that one person
but me the closest thins i have to that
is erika and jasmine
jasmine lives in texas and erika devotes her
days off work to nick
so here i am
alone i never thought this would happen
but whatever fuck that
i dont need to deal with you
i dont need to deal with the drama
i dont see anything here i feel so empty
and feel like a fag for doing this
i need to get out of drugs
my real friend doesnt know but i guess now she does because once again
i mess something by writing about it in livejournal
so there it is the infamous livejournal entry
showing sides of anger depression sadness regret jealousy
im not even going to pretend to be happy becuse im not
im not tryingto leave one of those entrys where you hint that youre not doing so good and hope that someone will leave me a commenet like "o, i wish you felt better" or "youll always have me" i wont lie i leave those comment but at least im real about that
and dont get me wrong those comments are great if you mean them
now im conluding my update and if you leave a comment event if its the most hurtful thing you can say i hope youre sincere
there is nothing i hate more than a liar and a cheater
(you were one of those. i hope it was worth it)