WHINE WHINE...... wine
SO after ages and ages of not logging into LJ, I am specifically posting to be EMO and WHINY (but funny) and make people PITY me. because i am an attention whore.
and also. i am in a lot of fucking pain.
my tear ducts are BLOCKED.
how does that happen to someone? according to WEB-MD tear duct blockage is common in infants, people over 60 years old, and people with TUMORS. (which is the only category i could possibly be apart of... though i really don't think i have a tumor.)
anyway, my eyes are red and puffy and swollen and itchy and full of pain pain pain.
AND i feel so UGLY.
(but at least i am appreciating my usual potential cuteness...)
if i'm not better by tomorrow afternoon, i have to go to the opthamologist so they can stick a needle in my tear duct to help release the blockage. my god.
i hate school. i am not ready for it. my classes are going to suck because i can't take anything that i want to and i may get stuck with an 8am math class. i have never had to take an 8am in my life so it is fairly frustrating. if anyone is taking the 9:15 personal finance class DROP THE FUCK OUT. so i can take it. :D
the only good thing in my life is PROJECT RUNWAY tonight. but all those pretty people will just make me feel uglier. dammit.
i just want to smoke a lot of pot, put a hot compress on my face and forget that i have to go to school tomorrow.
also i want my mommy. for comfort. and matzoh ball soup.
hmmm
or a boy toy. for sex. (even though i'm ugly right now...)
meh
and also. i am in a lot of fucking pain.
my tear ducts are BLOCKED.
how does that happen to someone? according to WEB-MD tear duct blockage is common in infants, people over 60 years old, and people with TUMORS. (which is the only category i could possibly be apart of... though i really don't think i have a tumor.)
anyway, my eyes are red and puffy and swollen and itchy and full of pain pain pain.
AND i feel so UGLY.
(but at least i am appreciating my usual potential cuteness...)
if i'm not better by tomorrow afternoon, i have to go to the opthamologist so they can stick a needle in my tear duct to help release the blockage. my god.
i hate school. i am not ready for it. my classes are going to suck because i can't take anything that i want to and i may get stuck with an 8am math class. i have never had to take an 8am in my life so it is fairly frustrating. if anyone is taking the 9:15 personal finance class DROP THE FUCK OUT. so i can take it. :D
the only good thing in my life is PROJECT RUNWAY tonight. but all those pretty people will just make me feel uglier. dammit.
i just want to smoke a lot of pot, put a hot compress on my face and forget that i have to go to school tomorrow.
also i want my mommy. for comfort. and matzoh ball soup.
hmmm
or a boy toy. for sex. (even though i'm ugly right now...)
meh