i need to talk to you...
so i'm cleaning my room. which is me basically just getting really pissed at my sister as i realize how much of my stuff she took with her to college. that whore. also cleaning my room always makes me realize how much useless junk i have. its kinda getting out of control but i only do one MAJOR clean a year and now is not the time.
so snow. it was classic. had ALL of the nieghbors over to my house as usual. which means ten people in my basement, 7 of which were very messy boys, and we watch movies and play poker and eat. actually they drank everything in my house and food is running low also but thats besides the point. it's fun. i kinda miss john. he was always so good at keeping his brothers in line. sigh. at least they didn't break anything this time. but anyway Aladin with luke is amazing. he gets soo into it and he sings along to every song but he doesn't even know all the words and it gets me giggling. also in tradition lizzie and luci got "snowed in" (aka too lazy to go home) at my house. good times.
so he just called. i got ditched for football. actually i told him to ditch me for football but still it sucks. my reason for not hanging out with him was biologically based, if you know what i mean, and it kinda sucks that he was like oh, ok nevermind then. sometimes i want to punch him in the face like christian flo. i'm starting to think he is really bad for me. but i want sooooo much for this to work out. if i can't put up with him, who can? i don't know. i guess i'm just tired and in overthinking girl mode, which is probably the worst mode of them all. i wanted this weeekend to be better than this.
WHAT THE CHRIST?!?
so snow. it was classic. had ALL of the nieghbors over to my house as usual. which means ten people in my basement, 7 of which were very messy boys, and we watch movies and play poker and eat. actually they drank everything in my house and food is running low also but thats besides the point. it's fun. i kinda miss john. he was always so good at keeping his brothers in line. sigh. at least they didn't break anything this time. but anyway Aladin with luke is amazing. he gets soo into it and he sings along to every song but he doesn't even know all the words and it gets me giggling. also in tradition lizzie and luci got "snowed in" (aka too lazy to go home) at my house. good times.
so he just called. i got ditched for football. actually i told him to ditch me for football but still it sucks. my reason for not hanging out with him was biologically based, if you know what i mean, and it kinda sucks that he was like oh, ok nevermind then. sometimes i want to punch him in the face like christian flo. i'm starting to think he is really bad for me. but i want sooooo much for this to work out. if i can't put up with him, who can? i don't know. i guess i'm just tired and in overthinking girl mode, which is probably the worst mode of them all. i wanted this weeekend to be better than this.
WHAT THE CHRIST?!?