bright young thing

[brightest_witch]

i guess it was inevitable for me to become a smoker. my grandfather on my mom's side, my grandmother on my dad's side (and probably my grandfather on my dad's side as well - whose roots are unknown and his death was most likely a suicide). i grew up around secondhand smoke from both of my parents, and my sister probably had her first cigarette around age 12. it's funny, i'd always been so against it. i'd beg and plead for my parents to quit and i'd make them pay me a quarter everytime they lit one up. i used to cough when i walked by someone smoking, all obnoxious-like.

now my ashtray's overflowing.

i kinda wish i never started because i hawk up loogies all the time. i hope i don't get all gross and yellow-toothed and have to have an esophagus hole. /pointlessness.