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i havent written in a while. ive been really sick. strep, and possibly mono. i have to get blood work done. i hate when your sick, and suddenly you forget how much energy it takes to do little things like take a shower. the other day i got out of the shower and had to lay down on the couch cause i was so spent. ive really been trying to push myself to get better. yesterday, my mom bought me some stuff, and i went over shauns and we watched seven, and he made me grilled cheese. today i went out with shaun to go school shopping for him. he got some gap jeans, and some shirts, and shoes. my cute art student bf <3. i stopped by journeys at ch. rodger dosent believe that i am/was sick, and i dont think christine does either. fuckers. im at a point in my life rite now where i dont care. and work used to be my priority but its not anymore. shauns my priority, and so is camille. i miss her. (if your reading this cslice, i love you, lets go be scene together sometime soon eh?)
school starts in about 5 days. uck. dont look forward to going back at all. summer was far too short. and i woulnt get to see shaun during school. [tears] i dont want to go back to the petty drama, im pretty sure that im just gona keep to myself this school year, keep my headphones on at all times. but ill text ian, and write to camille and shaun. when it comes down to lenape, camilles all i have left, i mean there are those phoney: 'hey whats up?' in the halls kinda people and if you do ever see them out of school by some weird phenomenon of a coincidence, you do w/e you can to keep youself out of their path of glance. i just hope me and camille have the same lunch, or me and nadirah.
my grades should be good, i plan on basically losing myself in school work, and not fucking around like i usually do. tho im not at all excited about art this year, cause ill get ms rector. i dont like her. and mrs acton left. but i will get to do art supply shopping with shaun <3. i like that were both artsy. and i no longer have michelle as a friend, her choice not mine, but i dont really care. i dont know if cait dosent like me now either cause michelle dosent. cause i can see that happening. o well. i just got a new book 'dont sleep with your drummer' so im gonna go read that. toodles.
<3 / me.
school starts in about 5 days. uck. dont look forward to going back at all. summer was far too short. and i woulnt get to see shaun during school. [tears] i dont want to go back to the petty drama, im pretty sure that im just gona keep to myself this school year, keep my headphones on at all times. but ill text ian, and write to camille and shaun. when it comes down to lenape, camilles all i have left, i mean there are those phoney: 'hey whats up?' in the halls kinda people and if you do ever see them out of school by some weird phenomenon of a coincidence, you do w/e you can to keep youself out of their path of glance. i just hope me and camille have the same lunch, or me and nadirah.
my grades should be good, i plan on basically losing myself in school work, and not fucking around like i usually do. tho im not at all excited about art this year, cause ill get ms rector. i dont like her. and mrs acton left. but i will get to do art supply shopping with shaun <3. i like that were both artsy. and i no longer have michelle as a friend, her choice not mine, but i dont really care. i dont know if cait dosent like me now either cause michelle dosent. cause i can see that happening. o well. i just got a new book 'dont sleep with your drummer' so im gonna go read that. toodles.
<3 / me.