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urgh, i need to be better!
i'm not sure whether it's a sign that i'm being good and not wasting a good quarter of my life typing entries on LJ, or if i've just reached a whole new level of lazy, and instead of typing anything, i just mindlessly surf BME and youtube, and all the others, as this take less effort and thought.
finished my essay on transgenerism, woot woot. definitly the first time i've been over the minimum word count by 1000 words! ca-razy. and i should be almost done/handing in my Ghosts in the Machine essay today, but alas, the world and my body are against me. handed in the Gender essay on friday and got home, went to sleep at like 9pm, ready to get up and write the shit out of free will versus determinism, and instead puked/died next to the toilet/in my bed all day. i was not a happy camper, and it was so beautiful outside as well! i find it disturbing that the A&W fries had not digested after like 12 hours of being in my stomach *gag* no more fast food for emily ever ever ever. seriously. its bad, and i don't like it, and i'm done. not sure whether it was the flu, or food poisoning, prolly the flu, but none the less, it was fucking death. puking every 10 mins, or, having my empty insides scream into a bucket every ten minutes as the case was, not so much fun. oh gatorade/water/freezies. it was good that i couldn't keep them down long enough for them to taste any different coming up than they did going down. far less disgusting that way. now i hurt all over, my stomach is still empty, and my head is pretty much on strike, feeling like its smashed with a hammer if i move/especially if i stand. anywho, enough whining for me, time to move on to other happenings of the past couple weeks! (and saph basically saved my life, bringing me said gatorade and water and freezies, *heart*)
hmm, everything that has anything to do with next year is completely up in the air. adrien is staying with us for the time being, not sure how any of that is really going to play out. it seems that the consensus is that he will probably end up going back home eventually, but not for a little while at least. unless he can't get into school. silly guardianship. hopefully saph gets that figured out today. but on the other hand, if she can't, then she has a justifiable reason to encourage him to go home, without breakin the poor lil guys heart. merr. 14/15 is rough.
until school is completely over, i have shit i need to be doing everyday, it is so daunting, and the thought of it hurts my soul a little. but time to suck it up and fuckin go to it. in fact, i shall go and print my Ghosts articles now and read them! have to get through this!
i'm not sure whether it's a sign that i'm being good and not wasting a good quarter of my life typing entries on LJ, or if i've just reached a whole new level of lazy, and instead of typing anything, i just mindlessly surf BME and youtube, and all the others, as this take less effort and thought.
finished my essay on transgenerism, woot woot. definitly the first time i've been over the minimum word count by 1000 words! ca-razy. and i should be almost done/handing in my Ghosts in the Machine essay today, but alas, the world and my body are against me. handed in the Gender essay on friday and got home, went to sleep at like 9pm, ready to get up and write the shit out of free will versus determinism, and instead puked/died next to the toilet/in my bed all day. i was not a happy camper, and it was so beautiful outside as well! i find it disturbing that the A&W fries had not digested after like 12 hours of being in my stomach *gag* no more fast food for emily ever ever ever. seriously. its bad, and i don't like it, and i'm done. not sure whether it was the flu, or food poisoning, prolly the flu, but none the less, it was fucking death. puking every 10 mins, or, having my empty insides scream into a bucket every ten minutes as the case was, not so much fun. oh gatorade/water/freezies. it was good that i couldn't keep them down long enough for them to taste any different coming up than they did going down. far less disgusting that way. now i hurt all over, my stomach is still empty, and my head is pretty much on strike, feeling like its smashed with a hammer if i move/especially if i stand. anywho, enough whining for me, time to move on to other happenings of the past couple weeks! (and saph basically saved my life, bringing me said gatorade and water and freezies, *heart*)
hmm, everything that has anything to do with next year is completely up in the air. adrien is staying with us for the time being, not sure how any of that is really going to play out. it seems that the consensus is that he will probably end up going back home eventually, but not for a little while at least. unless he can't get into school. silly guardianship. hopefully saph gets that figured out today. but on the other hand, if she can't, then she has a justifiable reason to encourage him to go home, without breakin the poor lil guys heart. merr. 14/15 is rough.
until school is completely over, i have shit i need to be doing everyday, it is so daunting, and the thought of it hurts my soul a little. but time to suck it up and fuckin go to it. in fact, i shall go and print my Ghosts articles now and read them! have to get through this!