Jan 13, 2005 15:20
You guys. I want no more drama. Everyone is saying things and true fully I can’t/won’t deal with it right now. One of my new year resolutions was to be happy and not to pretend to be happy anymore. And that’s not working. I wrote Dan a two page long note because I’m really pissed at him. He read it and called me. He said he was sorry for telling me who to be friends with. Butt see that’s not okay. Very few people know about all this drama. Every day I act like it’s not hurting me But it really is. I cry myself to sleep and I try to ignore everything butt it doesn’t work. I try to help other people. Butt not myself. It’s January 13 th. I got in more fights this year then last year. And it’s only been 13 freaking days. The sad thing is no matter what people say I still like him. And I know and everyone else knows I shouldn’t. I am going to update a lot because well I don’t want everyone to know everything. And I will update every now and then. Butt like know ones would care butt Marissa. Awww! So like I will finish my update later. Because Marissa acting like a redneck. It’s okay I still love her. HAHA. Bye.
Heart. Mallory with a M