4th year of college
Yup. Here i am. Fourth year of college, my 8th finals week (on its way) and the 8th time that i have felt like im going to fail. This year though, is well, actually happening. I'm actually going to fail at least 2 of my classes. Thus, my GPA will drop and perhaps probation will occur with no grant money for me. Oh well...it is a fact that this semester has been the most difficult. Why you may ask? Well i just don't know? I just didn't feel like doing much. Well in the beginning it was going great, then mid semester it spiraled out of control. I always wanted to go out to smoke, drink, part, and just have fun. Well look what happened to me, i'm at the point where i don't care anymore. I HATE MYSELF! I OFFICIALLY HATE THIS SEMESTER AND MYSELF. (but really i don't care)
Anywho...i am moving back home and you know i'm actually o.k. with that. My decision may be a little off, but i'm glad. I know people are going to read this and you know I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS!. E-51 has finally come to an end. A 3 year chapter in my life has come to an end. Hopefully, things will get better and i will finish school by 2009. I hope. Ever since Ernesto and Lisa moved out, things changed. Life at home definitely changed. Ever since they moved in. It was ok on the surface, but really i just dealt with it best i could. Maybe that's why i had so many temper tantrums and anger issues. Too bad things didn't work out differently and too bad things ended up the way it has. When a certain person asked me a question about "what's going to happen when you move home," i was a little confused. Then an example was posed to me about how people are not going to come at a drop of a dime to come visit me. Well, with that said i was even more confused and a little bit astonished. FACT: people will come visit me and i have Meena who lives across the street from me, Arlene who will be in Hawthorne this summer lives a few blocks away and others that wouldn't mind driving from there house to visit the South bay area to hang out. (and in my opinion, LA's South bay is BOMB! The beach, the city and the parties are all just a few minutes away.)
well ..i dont know i'm done for now...
Anywho...i am moving back home and you know i'm actually o.k. with that. My decision may be a little off, but i'm glad. I know people are going to read this and you know I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS!. E-51 has finally come to an end. A 3 year chapter in my life has come to an end. Hopefully, things will get better and i will finish school by 2009. I hope. Ever since Ernesto and Lisa moved out, things changed. Life at home definitely changed. Ever since they moved in. It was ok on the surface, but really i just dealt with it best i could. Maybe that's why i had so many temper tantrums and anger issues. Too bad things didn't work out differently and too bad things ended up the way it has. When a certain person asked me a question about "what's going to happen when you move home," i was a little confused. Then an example was posed to me about how people are not going to come at a drop of a dime to come visit me. Well, with that said i was even more confused and a little bit astonished. FACT: people will come visit me and i have Meena who lives across the street from me, Arlene who will be in Hawthorne this summer lives a few blocks away and others that wouldn't mind driving from there house to visit the South bay area to hang out. (and in my opinion, LA's South bay is BOMB! The beach, the city and the parties are all just a few minutes away.)
well ..i dont know i'm done for now...