Some things to ponder....
So update with Billy....it's been hard to get a hold of him lately and to even see him! He hardly goes to school and i don't see him outside of school because he works way too much or does something in excess. In any case my hopes of having a white boy have gone down. Not that its a bad thing, but something that i have probably wanted for some time now. NO MORE! I have tried to make arrangements or what not with him, but he couldn't see me. Eh? What am i suppose to do? NOTHING! THAT'S ABSOLUTELY RIGHT! ENOUGH of chasing...he is too busy ill just see what else is out there. If he comes around maybe then i'll reconsider, but then again who am i suppose to look at? NO ONE! I need time to do my things with my friends and family and SCHOOL WORK!! That is priority (like right now i should be writing my paper for costume design, but i took a break to write in my LiveJournal).
Anyways....i've always thought this: Isn't it weird how one day can be completely different from a previous day? Isn't it amazing how somethings work out and other things don't? Ever feel attracted to someone, but can't do anything about it? Ever been loved by another and not have a single ounce of love to give back to that person? How come some people have no trouble finding someone (bad or good) and otehrs can't? Why are there bad lovers and we hate them, but sometimes that's all you think about? Why is that a reason for not getting anything done in your life? Why can't it be erased? Why can't we correct things? WHY CAN'T PEOPLE OWN UP TO THERE MISTAKES? THERE'S SO MUCH LIFE AND NOT ENOUGH LOVE. (why am i writing this?) Who knows....no one knows. it's nothing. it's way for us to be horrible beings. Just get over things and move on and act like "adults" (so to speak) (i know im not an adult) {ahjhh oh so pathetic...}
Anyways....I LOVE DISNEYLAND!!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! Anyone that thinks different is a lil strange in my opinion.
Sunday at Disneyland with my good friends Kimmie, Christian and Patrick was a marvoulous time! Grand and joyous...too bad everyday cant be like that!!
TIME TO GET BACK TO MY PAPER!!! YAY FOR LATE NIGHTS AND MONSTER ENEERGY DRINKS!!!
Anyways....i've always thought this: Isn't it weird how one day can be completely different from a previous day? Isn't it amazing how somethings work out and other things don't? Ever feel attracted to someone, but can't do anything about it? Ever been loved by another and not have a single ounce of love to give back to that person? How come some people have no trouble finding someone (bad or good) and otehrs can't? Why are there bad lovers and we hate them, but sometimes that's all you think about? Why is that a reason for not getting anything done in your life? Why can't it be erased? Why can't we correct things? WHY CAN'T PEOPLE OWN UP TO THERE MISTAKES? THERE'S SO MUCH LIFE AND NOT ENOUGH LOVE. (why am i writing this?) Who knows....no one knows. it's nothing. it's way for us to be horrible beings. Just get over things and move on and act like "adults" (so to speak) (i know im not an adult) {ahjhh oh so pathetic...}
Anyways....I LOVE DISNEYLAND!!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! Anyone that thinks different is a lil strange in my opinion.
Sunday at Disneyland with my good friends Kimmie, Christian and Patrick was a marvoulous time! Grand and joyous...too bad everyday cant be like that!!
TIME TO GET BACK TO MY PAPER!!! YAY FOR LATE NIGHTS AND MONSTER ENEERGY DRINKS!!!