All the lonely people.

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My friends had a party on saturday night, there was a south pacific theme. I really did try to enjoy it. But I wasn't drinking, which never helps. There was also not nearly enough food and far too many couples. I had one nice conversation with Jenna, this is because we don't actually talk that much so we actually had news. So she told me all her gossip and I told her mine, we also talked about having different groups of friends and acting differently with them plus Hobart v. Melbourne. The party started at 5, ridiculously early. So by 8 everyone was pretty tipsy. By 9 James was throwing up in the garden. It was amusing how even though he was obviously feeling pretty sick he still managed to insult me. We gave him water and blankets and so forth. Later I was left to 'keep an eye on him' since he had water, was warm enough and I didn't think he needed patting on the back I just kind of sat there being helpless. Kirsten got pissed off with Chris because he was drunk. So he was all mopey, but then they made up. So while I was in the back garden being helpless with Jim I could hear them giggling and canoodling. Went on a nice walk with Christian who told me about his exploits in Melbourne (spending $300 on alcohol and going to a strip club and a gay bar, all in one night).

Some times I think I must just be missing the party gene.

So the party was crap but life in general is good. Although it is getting to the point that I must stop pretending to write my resolution and actually do it. Went on a long walk with my dog today which was very hot, thought about things - dogwalking is rurning out to be a substitute for horse riding.

Am looking at pictures of friends. Just realised they all so much cuter/hotter than me. Is quite a mystery why they put up with me.