Me?
I'm getting along with abbie less and less as the days go by. I think i scare her a bit when i act like...well, like one of the guys i hang out with at lunch. She's used to quiet-as-a-mouse-me. that me, literally does not exist. She doesnt invite me to stuff anymore. That quiet-as-a-mouse-me stayed in middle school. Middle school was the worst years of my life. ANd frankly i'm happy she doesnt invite me. I'd have to act all polite and beat around the bush to ask questions... and if i acted like one of the guys they'd stare at me... i'm most comfortable with the guys now.
I saw jane at school today, down the hallway. It felt like a punch to the stomach. i was still shaken when i got to my geometry class. there, i talked almost constantly with david of all people. But Jane... seeing her made me miss all the time with her that i've lost. I remember...
Once in Noodles & Co. after a swim meet she put on: goggles, her glasses, and she put a razor behind her ear. she tied her hair in a ponytail on top of her head. she had her pants rolled up to the knees and she was wearing green and black striped knee highs. then she went and ordered. I think she scared the guy because we got an extra bowl of macaroni. hehe...
I miss her.
I saw jane at school today, down the hallway. It felt like a punch to the stomach. i was still shaken when i got to my geometry class. there, i talked almost constantly with david of all people. But Jane... seeing her made me miss all the time with her that i've lost. I remember...
Once in Noodles & Co. after a swim meet she put on: goggles, her glasses, and she put a razor behind her ear. she tied her hair in a ponytail on top of her head. she had her pants rolled up to the knees and she was wearing green and black striped knee highs. then she went and ordered. I think she scared the guy because we got an extra bowl of macaroni. hehe...
I miss her.