why is it always midnight?
i really hope i can chalk this up to the pmsing right now.
jeremy has been driving himself absolutely insane with his shoulder and now his tooth pain, so he managed to make it until i came home from work today before we hauled it off to delaware to get his new prescription of vicodin. which means i had no time to chill out after i came home, which apparently is integral to me having a pleasant evening. being that i am in delaware, you'd think id have lots of things i want to do and people i want to see and there is a lot of that, except at the same time i dont want to do ANYTHING. so i've been sitting here since 6, screwed up my sudoku game because i was using a pen, listening to shrek 2 in the background and really really wishing i could be back home, which i will be in about 4 hours, just in time to go to bed. its really not that bad. i probably sound pretty miserable. well i am. except im not. because its not like anything bad happened. its not like someone died. im just so terribly, terribly bored and i want to be home because i'm just that lazy that i need at least a couple of consecutive hours in each of my days where i can sit there and do nothing if i want to. and right now i really REALLY want to.
im so lazy. why am i so lazy? because i want to live someplace else. philly. boston. california. thats it, really. but any of those places. NOT baltimore. when i live in one of those places ill be more motivated to do the things i like doing, and not sitting around playing sims. which is fun, but after you play a video game for four straight hours time feels really weird.
okay. something should be happening pretty soon. i hope. god please let something happen. something GOOD. but at least something.
jeremy has been driving himself absolutely insane with his shoulder and now his tooth pain, so he managed to make it until i came home from work today before we hauled it off to delaware to get his new prescription of vicodin. which means i had no time to chill out after i came home, which apparently is integral to me having a pleasant evening. being that i am in delaware, you'd think id have lots of things i want to do and people i want to see and there is a lot of that, except at the same time i dont want to do ANYTHING. so i've been sitting here since 6, screwed up my sudoku game because i was using a pen, listening to shrek 2 in the background and really really wishing i could be back home, which i will be in about 4 hours, just in time to go to bed. its really not that bad. i probably sound pretty miserable. well i am. except im not. because its not like anything bad happened. its not like someone died. im just so terribly, terribly bored and i want to be home because i'm just that lazy that i need at least a couple of consecutive hours in each of my days where i can sit there and do nothing if i want to. and right now i really REALLY want to.
im so lazy. why am i so lazy? because i want to live someplace else. philly. boston. california. thats it, really. but any of those places. NOT baltimore. when i live in one of those places ill be more motivated to do the things i like doing, and not sitting around playing sims. which is fun, but after you play a video game for four straight hours time feels really weird.
okay. something should be happening pretty soon. i hope. god please let something happen. something GOOD. but at least something.