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dear livejournal,
hi! did you miss me? i missed you. im sorry ive been hanging out with myspace so much. i dont mean to ignore you. sometimes something will happen and ill make a mental note to myself to write about it later, but i always forget to write to you because i dont visit you much anymore. life has been okay for me recently. not outstanding, because the end of winter is always pretty hard on me, but that just makes the beginning of springtime even better, and the weather has been reeeally nice the past couple days. hopefully when the leaves grow back and the flowers bloom and nature revives itself again ill feel even better. i havent been feeling too great about living in baltimore, because i dont want to live here anymore, i want to go back and live near smithy in south philly. or maybe boston, near micah, im not sure. but definitely not baltimore anymore, because i dont get to enjoy the museums and the zoo as much as i wanted to, and it makes me sad (though i have taken advantage of the aquarium, which is awesome). plus theres just something about places that are farther inland, i can sense how even wilmington was influenced by the shores. people talked about them, and planned day trips there, and were just all around more beachy. not so much in maryland. i do have to wait though, about five months, until our lease is up. im looking forward to it, and i know ill be working a lot so i know the time will pass quickly. faster than the first six months anyway, im hoping. the only potential wrench that could be thrown into my works is that jeremy is going to want to stay at castle point because hes doing really well there, and the only other offices are in boston and new jersey. so it depends on if those offices are big enough and he would make as much money, if we could move there. so as much as i dont want to wait another five months, its probably good, because we'll be able to find the right place to go. i will miss my job though, i cant believe how awesome it is, i dont have a single complaint about it. but, there are always other florists, and im easy. but dont worry, livejournal, ill never leave you behind, this computer is MY computer, and its nice and new, so ill always be able to get back to you. even if i hang out with myspace a lot more, theres just a lot more people on there. so anyway, all i can really think about right now is how i want to go to the beach, and hang out with the people who i miss, and live with jeremy in a nice place that is not in owings mills. i do have to say though, that for a first attempt on both our parts to live on our own independently, we've done a pretty good job. are you proud of us? it hasnt been easy at all times and its definitely been a learning experience, but we're going to be okay. i just hope we wont be here for another year, i love the thought of living in a few different places for the next few years before we finally get out to california, which dont worry, is still my ultimate plan. thats my happy thought. sometimes i get caught up in my plans for the future, and sometimes start to worry about things, and then i remember that im only 20, and i have plenty of time! my birthday isnt for another two months. at which time, id like to have a little bit of money saved up so i can get a bunch of people together to do something really fun. im not sure what i want to do yet but i really hope that ill have a really cool 21st birthday, that seems like a pretty important one. i just want to have a lot of my friends with me, thats all i really care about. maybe you and myspace can help me out with that. ill definitely let you know when the time comes. but anyway, i should wrap this up. i have a few more things i want to do tonight, and i have to work tomorrow. but dont worry, ill be back to visit soon, and we'll talk some more.
sincerely,
skip
hi! did you miss me? i missed you. im sorry ive been hanging out with myspace so much. i dont mean to ignore you. sometimes something will happen and ill make a mental note to myself to write about it later, but i always forget to write to you because i dont visit you much anymore. life has been okay for me recently. not outstanding, because the end of winter is always pretty hard on me, but that just makes the beginning of springtime even better, and the weather has been reeeally nice the past couple days. hopefully when the leaves grow back and the flowers bloom and nature revives itself again ill feel even better. i havent been feeling too great about living in baltimore, because i dont want to live here anymore, i want to go back and live near smithy in south philly. or maybe boston, near micah, im not sure. but definitely not baltimore anymore, because i dont get to enjoy the museums and the zoo as much as i wanted to, and it makes me sad (though i have taken advantage of the aquarium, which is awesome). plus theres just something about places that are farther inland, i can sense how even wilmington was influenced by the shores. people talked about them, and planned day trips there, and were just all around more beachy. not so much in maryland. i do have to wait though, about five months, until our lease is up. im looking forward to it, and i know ill be working a lot so i know the time will pass quickly. faster than the first six months anyway, im hoping. the only potential wrench that could be thrown into my works is that jeremy is going to want to stay at castle point because hes doing really well there, and the only other offices are in boston and new jersey. so it depends on if those offices are big enough and he would make as much money, if we could move there. so as much as i dont want to wait another five months, its probably good, because we'll be able to find the right place to go. i will miss my job though, i cant believe how awesome it is, i dont have a single complaint about it. but, there are always other florists, and im easy. but dont worry, livejournal, ill never leave you behind, this computer is MY computer, and its nice and new, so ill always be able to get back to you. even if i hang out with myspace a lot more, theres just a lot more people on there. so anyway, all i can really think about right now is how i want to go to the beach, and hang out with the people who i miss, and live with jeremy in a nice place that is not in owings mills. i do have to say though, that for a first attempt on both our parts to live on our own independently, we've done a pretty good job. are you proud of us? it hasnt been easy at all times and its definitely been a learning experience, but we're going to be okay. i just hope we wont be here for another year, i love the thought of living in a few different places for the next few years before we finally get out to california, which dont worry, is still my ultimate plan. thats my happy thought. sometimes i get caught up in my plans for the future, and sometimes start to worry about things, and then i remember that im only 20, and i have plenty of time! my birthday isnt for another two months. at which time, id like to have a little bit of money saved up so i can get a bunch of people together to do something really fun. im not sure what i want to do yet but i really hope that ill have a really cool 21st birthday, that seems like a pretty important one. i just want to have a lot of my friends with me, thats all i really care about. maybe you and myspace can help me out with that. ill definitely let you know when the time comes. but anyway, i should wrap this up. i have a few more things i want to do tonight, and i have to work tomorrow. but dont worry, ill be back to visit soon, and we'll talk some more.
sincerely,
skip